There are dozens of math teachers that I admire from afar, many of whom converged on San Antonio this week for NCTM. I got to sit at the feet of these b my teacher-crushes b and hear firsthand what they may not share in print.
That’s the point of conferences, right? To confer.
Online, I get a two-dimensional view of these educators. For some, itb s a highly-curated image of their best work, best screenshots, and best writings, edited to perfection. Thereb s a degree of anonymity online, where I can choose to show only the best parts of myself.
Look at that picture to theB left. Thatb s the best picture of me that I have, so of course that’s the one I share.
But when Ib m sitting six feet from Elham Kazemi, listening to her description of the five (six?) methods of student discourse, itb s a completely different experience than just reading her book.
In literature, the digital persona would be called a b flatb character. Two-dimensions, no depth.
By spending time in real life with colleagues from home and abroad, I can repaint them in my mind as b roundb characters, full of life and detail and minutia that donb t come up in a tweet or blog post.
Chris buys me a drink as soon as I arrive, then asks, b If you could be any rockstar for a night, who would it be? Ib m asking everybody here.b
Our new friends at the bar pitch their workshop toB Stephanie, who listens intently and offers thoughtfulB feedback.
Ethan beams as he shows me pictures of his kids.
Karrine b who Ib d never met b comes in for a hug: long-overdue, since she translated the Mullet Ratio into French for use in her schools in Ontario
There are also imperfect parts to our round-ness, stuff you see from staff at your day-to-day, but not from teacher-crushes.
Gray hair thatb s more prominent than it was when that headshot was taken.
A foul mouth with a foot regularly placed in it.
A laugh thatb s a little too loud for the room.
(Some of those are me.)
TheseB traits, the good and the fallible, are what make us real, what make us into actual people. These are people with whom I can have personal relationships based on professional interests.B An online network of math teachers is great, but shaking hands and being a smartass in person is important, too.
See yb all in Atlanta this summer.
~Matt b Interrupts sometimes and has a moleb Vaudrey